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Archive for January, 2009

The Blood the blood

not even noon on a monday morning, and i’ve already has an entire hour of being shit on. 
Lord, how are we supposed to deal with disappointing our parents?
Lord, how can I explain that “I know want to know G_d” to a parent whom is convinced otherwise? 
I am”the only unbeliever” in a family of believers. 
The price [...]

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lamentations can be good.

the wealth of spiritual poverty
the poverty of spiritual wealth…
lets pray for Him to be awe-fully close today.
this morning i was walking to the MAX and the sun hadn’t quite risen yet- the sky was not looking as spectacular as the rest of this week… but for some reason i just blessed it- ‘this day is [...]

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the discipline of the secret

today after work i have just stopped in at a little cafe really close to my house… i have this thing on my heart, that i just really really need to experience God.. like right now. i don’t know exactly where to go, or what to do, but i didn’t want to go home directly.
in [...]

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freedom in security.

“The Lord passed through the world, a figure of light and truth, sometimes tender, sometimes violent, always just, loving, effective, but not insecure. “If freedom is in thought, word, and action,” wrote Kahlil Gibran, “he was the freest of all men.” A word, a gesture, a few syllables traced in sand, a command like “Come, [...]

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There is nothing like the death of a friend.
Bitter words tug at my heart. 
The juice of my roots, the sap of my skin. 
I wish it weren’t so, but it happens more often then I’d like-
 the plain saddness of what comes along with the realization-
of what’s inside of me
of what’s wrong with what I’ve done.
That I could kill
That I could be [...]

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